the end is near…almost done
so my friend is getting married and she said because of financial reasons and other stuff shed want me to be the photographer at their wedding….just hearing someone say that made me feel good… felt like i was actually good at something for once..or at least halfway decent… but now im getting worried cause i realized i dont have the right lens or anything like that… but their wedding wont be for a while… hopefully lol
morrow im jammed pack
school from 9-130 (means no lunch)
badminton from 145-530ish (ex and her bf will be there)
home shower and eat
friends house to get started on my next photoshop project 7-730? 745?
suppose to visit my other friend…. might not do that =/
pack and leave by 9
i duno if ima be able to do all that… gtta be hella fast haha
couple more quotes;
“The function of music is to release us from the tyranny of conscious thoughts.”
“To do is to be.”-Nietzsche
“To be is to do.”-Kant
“Do be do be do.”-Sinatra
“Imagination is the best way to say ‘fuck you’ to reality.”
“I wish my brain had a map to tell me where my heart should go…”
last couple of weeks, my minds been filled with ideas/thoughts/memories/feelings/hopes/disappointment/confusion/stress/insecurities
only 2 more days before i leave why is everyone planning fun shit when i leave -__-
i duno y i hold on so tight, i think it could be because im afraid no one will remember, that no one will care, sorta feeling a bit left out
one hand i dont wanna leave cause i have so much going on here right now wither its good or bad
on the other hand i have to go if i dont i know ill go crazy i need time away from everything
i miss…
a lot of things
nov5
my checklist of things to do -__-
History
-write midterm essay due wed
-finish reading book due wed
-book summary due wed
-get ready for book discussion due wed
English
-rewrite paper due tues
-blackboard assignment due tues
-read out of poetry book due tues
Photoshop
-finish project due wed
-community service on sat 3 hours
-talk to counselors on mon
-figure out spring classes on sun
-pack for taiwan on sun
7 days till taiwan
im going crazy
i really need this vacation
i need time away to think
nov4
first day on tumblr… i need friends =)
but anyways,
i got a call at 5:40am from some random guy saying “good morning!”, he had the wrong number, i didn’t have to be up till 8:30am, i couldn’t sleep so i got up at 7:00am, even though class starts at 10:00am…FML
“ying way ni men shi wo da peng you, wo hua zhan zai ni da pang bien ;) wo huan bao hu ni da bei.”
btw PLEASE VOTE it ends morrow =/ and i wanna win =)
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